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Wednesday, October 27
Woah woah big leakage today... TYS now knows that i like K, all thanx to DW, who happily contributed the juicy details while they were talking about me at HP. Sian, actually its not bcos cannot tell TYS, he's also very close fren of mine and he even dreamt of me b4(LOL... haha... pai sei... cant help but mention it), so i actually dun mind him knowing. But somehow bcos he has got lotsa contacts, the sense of security is not there, he might tell ppl about it and tats wad i dun wan. Me and K are in this state bcos we didn't keep a low profile when i started taking the initiative. So we slowly drifted further and further from one another, and now we are not even on speaking terms.
Haiz thinking back on the past 2 years i really didn't cherish my time with her, until now with abt 1 month left then start to panic. Worry about not being able to see her ever again, worry about having regrets for wad i did not do for the rest of my life. I dun wan that to happen, no way. Funny how i didn't realise this earlier, and looking back i really shld have done something during last year's class chalet. We were playing truth and dare, i got the lucky card and chose truth. As expected they asked me if i liked K, as speculation was rife that we were an item, but actually not. I lacked the guts to admit it so i denied all the way, despite all my classmates urging me to say it. Till now i'm still regretting my decision, i shld have told the truth at that very moment, things might have worked out then.
So now with a month left i'm trying to make up for lost time, doing wadeva i can and hopefully can win her heart. Really praying i will succeed, but i face a serious competitor that is in a much better position than me to achieve the goal. He's a really irritating fellow and i dun like his face. But then he is enlisting in January and will have 1 whole month more than me to try to woo K, so my chances are really slim. The onli way i can succeed is if she likes me all along, but i doubt thats the case, so its mission impossible really. Oh darn, i really shld have admitted at the chalet, b4 she met this guy i call A. If she had accepted then we might have been a couple for a yr alady, HAIZZZZZ...
Back to today, really worked hard at mugging. First time really that i spent almost the entire day on my books. Almost completed PJC Chemistry paper, juz left a handful of problems in paper 3. Started to draft out the rough scheme of work for the next 2-3 weeks, realise i cant finish doing all the papers i have, so i'm juz selecting the useful ones to practice and leaving one or two per topic for my personal mock test. Hopefully my efforts will pay off and i can get into the U, or rather NTU Mechanical Engineering. WORK HARD BOY!!!
Quote of the day: "Anyone who has never made a mistake, has never tried anything new" (Albert Einstein)
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